Friday, September 19, 2008

BREATHE


Yes the kissy face returns...I thought that I had retired them, but apparently last night was proof that I didn't...oh my...but they are in trouble today...they went somewhere they shouldn't of last night...it's that damn devil juice.

I am strictly banning myself from Caves...as of right now.

Today I could live in the shower...I am so ready to get these things out of my belly...I want my skinny body back...I miss my skinny body. The last couple of days my appetite has been that of a bird...I can't eat.

Oh but I have some happy news...my dad called me Wed night to see how my doctors appointment went and he told me that he started to read my book. He had my step mom print it out and he is slowly reading it...he says that so far he likes what he has read. This man's opinion is everything to me...his brutal honesty...and that in his line of work he can give me the criticism that I need...the only bad thing is that I have changed it since I sent him the copy that he has...so I told him that when he gets down to the bottom two chapters to let me know and I'll send them to him. God, that made me so happy...made my week.

So I passed up a road trip offer with him today...he is in Fort Worth right now, about to drive to Tyler...but I have too much stuff to do around here so I regretfully declined.

I have a date with the hair of the dog at 4:00 today...I don't even know why I'm going. But I have to take advantage of being able to go out while I can b/c I have no idea what is about to happen with my life. I may be having surgery soon...I hope anyway...

My closing note to myself: Stop being so damn serious!!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I am too serious as well. You should come here for your surgery and then stay with me while you are recovering! We could have fun! I agree with you about dad...his critique's mean everything to me...even when I don't like them. I have learned that for the most part he is always right..he's done too much not to be!

Sunshine said...

yeah I know...but my bull head bumping against his bull head...lol...yeah not a good combination...but he is a great guy...god I would give anything just to have one day in his brain!!

I will come and visit you sweetie..I promise I will make it to Austin...pinky swear!!