I had my mother drop me off at Diane's yesterday morning after the trip back from the falls...spent the day and she dropped me off around 9ish last night...I check my mail before hand and OMG YAY!!! My severance check came in!!! Oh holy hell...I danced my way back to her car almost pissing myself from the excitement. I don't have to worry about borrowing money from my parents, I can get my car now, buy groceries...I am so very happy!!! And I slept like a baby last night.

God you guys, you have no clue what it's been like this last month. You all know the bullshit I had to endure while I was on medical leave, but this has been way harder. I am glad that I had the hardships I did for those 5 months b/c I learned how to truly be patient and not to fret over the things that I have absolute no control over. I am so thankful for Diane b/c I don't know what I would have done without her. Now I'm not out of the woods yet, I am so totally aware of that...but I know things will get better...they have to.

My net will be back on in no time....I can breathe....the raincloud is gone and sunshine is back!!!