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It's 4:30 in the morning....couldn't sleep last night, that makes two nights in a row so far. Has to be the naps I've been mistakingly having in the middle of the day. Must fight to stay awake today. I called in sick yesterday and am heavily debating it right now...

I wish I had something to do...usually in the past when I was up like this I'd fix a pot of coffee and write on my book....whilst smoking a yummy cigarette....but can't very well do that anymore.

I should be hearing from the 'editor' sometime this week if not next...I have a blank comment on that one.

I managed to sneak in a dream somewhere in my tossing and turning last night/this morning...but it wouldn't make since to anyone. I don't understand why it is that I always dream about the same places....the apts that I grew up in, my aunt kathy's haunted house or my aunt judy's house (she's passed away)....it bothers me.

i have a lower burning sensation in my back and I think Sadey thinks it's time to eat but it's too early...even though I have a rumbly in my tumbly

I don't know if I like the new format I picked for my blog...the only reason why I changed it was b/c of the video of the kids I posted for my kid fans...it was running over the edges. But now my text takes up the entire space....

I looked like I stuck my finger in a light socket this morning and my hair is still standing straight up on my head...this hair cut is def not bedhead friendly...thank heavens I wake up alone....lol

I don't know why it's so scary to call in sick. If I had a car I'd go in a couple of hours late...I am tired of talking about myself as if I'm some type of invalid you know...there has to be some point where I can tell myself to get over it....suck it up and shut the fuck up....you guys have got to be tired of hearing about it!!! LOL....and please, do not comment on that.

I have a feeling that the girls in Shnergan Dergan need to be awoken...they have been asleep now for a year...that should be enough of beauty sleep.