BRUSHING OFF THE COBWEBS

I made a comment to Alexiss today that I would like to retract...lol...God I've been so distracted the last three years that Johnny has been delicately packed away somewhere in lala land.

I got into my Kids In The Hall groove again the same time that I got wrapped up into James, you know so like an old married couple Johnny and I pretty much went our separate ways. But when I told Alexiss today that Dave meant more to me than Johnny, I heard the crack in his heart open and I felt horrible for saying such nonsense!!! LOL

I'm bored today guys. Seriously.

I've spent the last 4-5 hours whoring icons on the web...my eyes are bugging, my heart is racing from crap that my body has consumed this week....and I want to start writing my new book but I can't.

I found some really good pictures that I had never seen before and looking at him is like eating 10 pounds of raw icing....sugar shock.




I wish that I dreamt more of him because it's like reuniting with a lost soul when I do. They are never sexual though. They are awesome. The next book is based on a dream that I had with him...and it's going to be very hard to write. I spent over 2 weeks analyzing it and haven't analyzed a dream since.

This man is bound for greatness...but we all know that. I wish that he would write his book....I know he has mentioned it from time to time...it would be so awesome. He is the reason why I got into the Beats....I fell in love with Hunter S. Thompson b/c of Johnny....way before F & L came out too by the way(the movie)....I wish he would sell his art as well.

All the good men are locked away in Famousville.

Dave is my Canadian Johnny all the way. So I will be almost killing two birds with one stone on Wednesday. (Or at least meeting Dave won't give me a heart attack or make me suffer from a severe stroke that would cause me to foam unattractively out of my mouth by meeting him....I hope not anyway...lol)