UPDATE

Sadey just tried to eat a donut...seriously...what has gotten into her lately.

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Friday I get a phone call from a doctor that is in the PT part of Rosenstein's building. He was telling me that he was referred by the good doctor to see if I would be interested in Work Hardening...which is like boot camp PT...I'm confused, head in the clouds...why am I hearing from a third party that my surgery was canceled again...why not by my good doctor...and why, if I was pulled from PT twice, why do they want me to go back...I am willing to do whatever it takes but seriously...if these assholes only knew the bullshit that I have put up with the past 4 months. Give me a break already.

I had Diane pick me up from my mom's and we took a detour to Caves (the bar) before we hit home...only went in for a couple...yeah right...and wound up staying out until after midnight...saw some old friends that I hadn't seen in a while...met a really cute boy so it didn't turn out to be so bad...until I opened my mail and read the rejection letter.

*thanks alexiss sweetheart for bearing with my blubbering that day*

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I sent out my book to the Literary Agent, they liked it...they said that it needed some polishing and since I don't have an editor they have sent me some recommended places...I haven't gone that far, been too cluster fucked in the brain. But it looks pretty good so far. I am still keeping my fingers crossed and not getting my hopes up, not yet.

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Broke my diet just a bit yesterday b/c I had drank the night before...but not too bad, I was proud of myself...but I ate two donuts this morning...LOL...but I don't derail that easy.

I got contacts the other day, it's funny b/c my regular friends didn't recognize me when I walked into Caves...which shocked me...it was funny. I'm slowly getting use to them.

The Kids posted their first date of their tour a couple of days ago, so I am patiently waiting for Texas to pop up. I can not wait!!

Hope everyone is good...the weather sucks right now. I've got movies to blog about later...xoxo