SWEET DREAMS???

I had gone to a party @ work that was turned into a nightclub. Some of the boys that I worked with were there and others were people from my past. I wasn't drinking as much b/c I had quit smoking and I was afraid that I would break.

After the guys chanting my name I laid across two tables and let them pour alcohol into my mouth...I get up from the table having an instantaneous buzz and find myself mingling. I somehow wandered out of the building and I blacked out. When I came to I was in another warehouse, which I thought was abandoned but then I heard two men talking. I snuck out and when I open the door to leave I walk into a bar.

It was a small biker hole in the hall, it was smokey, crowded and I didn't recognize anyone. One of Manson's songs came on, which made me smile so I found an empty spot at the bar, ordered a shot and sang a long.

Someone came up from behind me. "Can I buy you a drink?" He asked me as he wedged his way to sit down next to me.

I ignored him, never looked at him, god only knows what he looked like, the people here were scaring me. So I kept singing the song.

"Do you like the song?" He asked as he successfully got a spot at the bar.

I was irritated at this point. "Listen asshole...." as I turned my head it was Manson. Deer in headlights. He laughed at me. I began to apologize and kiss his ass, no worries from him.

I thought I heard someone say my name as I turned my lead to look over my left shoulder the scene changed into my aunts old house (the haunted one). Now we were all back there, Manson and I were sitting on the couch.

I wanted to take a shower so I excused myself. After 5 minutes he had came through the door, at first I was apprehensive, but it was no big deal, nothing really happened at that point. We kissed and made out a little.

For the rest of the dream I am wearing a white robe. We manage to go back into living room...we were all so drunk....people were passing out around us. He had started to feel sick so I took him into the back bathroom, through my aunt and uncles room...who were sleeping in the bed (mind you they've been divorced now forever).

This bathroom is small, it has room for a small counter, a toilet and a stand up shower. So you have tall Manson and dinky me in a bath robe, trying to make him comfortable. He instantaneously got sick, which surprisingly didn't bother me, but like I said I was drunk. For some reason he takes all of his clothes off and when he is done he turns to me and we start to kiss...yes mouth wash was involved before that happened....LOL...I had naked Manson on top of me...holy shit...we did just about everything but have sex. There was one point where I had reached down to touch him but his penis was literally the size and shape of a fresh green bean.

I didn't know what to do...I kept playing with it, tried to concentrate on his balls...thanking the heavens for letting me be drunk at this point b/c I don't think I could have kept a straight face if I were sober...He got into this like 69 position and I kept thinking 'oh hell no I'm not putting that in my mouth'....LOL...(sorry) I could tell that he was getting frustrated b/c he stopped. He got up to take a shower. I was sitting there not really understanding what was going on...thinking this had to be a joke. seriously!!

I got into the shower with him and helped him clean himself. We wound up falling asleep on the bathroom floor.

The next morning my uncle woke us up. We looked at each other in a mortified manner. We were walking down the hallway and went into my room I asked if he still wanted my number he grabbed his phone and threw it at me and told me to enter it for him. He went to sit on the couch...asshole....

His phone was weird I accidentally touched the wrong button and went back to the home screen where he had a picture of Evan...oh I felt like shit. My cousin came in and I was afraid to let him know that I didn't know how to work his phone b/c he was being that much of an ass....so I tried to get her to look at it. I got over to the couch and told him, I sat down. he yanked my phone away from me, called his phone with mine. Threw it back at me and said now we have each other.

I had a clarifying moment, I ran into the other room, grabbed a pillow and started to scream to myself inside the pillow of what the fuck was I thinking sleeping with him....it was stupid. When I went back, he was gone.

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So it didn't end nicely but there were some pretty hot moments there...the farthest I've ever gone...LOL...oh I just wish that it wasn't humiliating for him....that really sucks!!!