My apartment smells like clean laundry. Which I shouldn't be all that shocked since I picked the clean linen fragrance. It smells good though.
The last several days the weather has felt amazing outside...very windy but the smell of the air reminds me of all the missing people in my life...and memories as well.
Sometimes I hate that.
I also hate that the last two days I have been smoking regularly...not a good thing seeing that the last several months I have only smoked while I drank...the boredom has really settled into my skin...like it's a part of me now...I'm not sleeping either...bleh.
I'm waiting for High School Musical 3 to finish downloading...I think that I am the only one besides my nieces that absolutely love all three movies...call me crazy, won't be the first time.
There is an amazing ring around the moon tonight...it looks like a giant smoke ring...I tried to take a picture with my phone but it turned out more like a bright dot...damn camera still not working.
I wonder that ever since he said goodbye, I wonder if he reads my blog still?? Or if he gave up since I haven't posted in so long...I wonder. He's deleted me everywhere else and shut the door and dead bolted the lock...I just wonder if he cheats just a little. I do miss him. Even in my dreams I'm invisible to him.
Anyway...that's all I have to say.
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