LA-TEE-DA

I woke up this morning happy because I am well rested. I slept my five hours straight last night!!! YAY!!! I haven't done that since before my surgery. I would sleep in two hour increments. Major deal you guys!!

My dream last night...I wish that I could remember it in full because it was a pretty good one...but now all I remember is the boys...it started out with me and Ryan Reynolds but ended with Gale Harold...oh how I cherish the nights when I dream of Gale Harold...I love him, I love him, I love him.

My vanity is about to kick in high gear here for just a moment...my doctor told me that my body would go through some major changes after everything drops and heals. The swelling is gradually going away and this morning I was looking at my incisions and my bruise, just checking things out and I noticed my torso again....my shape is coming back....my body is gradually returning to me.

I've never been a vain person...looks have never meant shit to me...I was always comfortable in my skin and honestly that's what shows the most...if guys didn't want me b/c of the extra cushion that I was pushing...then they didn't deserve me.

I've dated the Brad Pit's and the Michael Cera's...and honestly, the Michael Cera's kicked way more ass in the common decency department. Looks don't mean anything...but hygiene does!

So anyway...feeling more like myself now...bought my halloween costume yesterday...so that's my update...I'm off to boredomville until something exciting comes my way.