OKIE DOKIE....

I seriously need to start blogging better...giving you guys something really worth reading...lol...

I picked a smiley face with a bunch of frownie faces b/c I really don't know what it is about to happen. OKAY....

I saw the doctor on Friday and we have come up with the the deciding conclusion that the back surgery is def OFF!! My doctor said that if we nix the surgery then the shots more than likely will be approved...but how my luck has been with these assholes, you never know. So once again, keep the fingers, toes, legs and what nots crossed!!

And Dirty, it's not normal health care that I am dealing with...it's called workers comp...an on the job injury...when this happens these behind the scenes yahoos have to approve everything before it happens...like all your medication (which have been denied before), all procedures like therapy, injections, surgeries....and we all know how that has turned out for me.

The reason why they are such assholes about all of it is because people take advantage of the system all the time...cheat there way in and abuse it...I'm not one of those people....I tried like hell to not have to be controlled like a brittle puppet through this system, but my doctor doctor denied my treatment due to legal reasons when he found out that I injured myself at work. It's very confusing and not worth the hassle.

I am hoping that I will hear some good news this coming up week. I really need the good news. It's going to hurt like hell though...my last doctor that I had put me completely under but this one doesn't...oy vey!!! BUT if it works...and there is a huge chance that it won't...it will be worth it.

My neighbors outside are bumping their ghetto music and it is driving me MAD!!!