The left side
The right side
That's not my camera messing up either, that was the color of the sky. The storms had just passed, I was sitting in my livingroom and the windows turned this orange/purpleish hue....So when I went out onto my patio everything was purple...it was so beautiful and then there is the rainbow...I haven't seen a full rainbow in years!!
Well, I found out today that even though my long term will go into effect on the 22nd of April, I still won't see a payment until the middle/end of May. So it may look like I'll be swimming up shit creek...I might have to get rid of my apartment. I will have enough to pay my rent, but that's it. I'm not sure how I will squeeze anything out of it. I have 3 checks left coming to me and my bonus from Pratt, but that won't be much.
I'm trying not to let it get to me b/c I don't think I can handle not sleeping and the panic attacks that I was having in January....no thank you!!! I'm going to call HR at my job when she comes back to see if I can use my Vacation and or Sick Time...I have 4 weeks of Vacation and 5 days of sick...that will hold me for 5 weeks, but it all depends on what she says.
I could beg my doctor to send me back to work....and it looks like that just might happen. I can honestly say by the looks of things at this moment that LA will not be happening to me. I know that one of the main reasons why I was in such a panic frenzy was because of Mardi Gras, so I'm facing it now so I won't put myself through that again. The only thing that worries me about going back to work is that it will mess up me applying for long term disability....there is still a very tiny hairline crack of a chance that I will qualify for short term and if that happens, I might get reimbursed....but I'm not counting on that.
I sent a synopsous of my book last week to a literary agent and they sent me an email yesterday saying that they wanted to send them my book...but they don't edit...and it's not broken down into chapters and I'm not sure if I am ready to send it to them. My dad has a copy of my book and is now reading it...I sent him the email to the site and he said he would be getting back to me...so I will call him tomorrow on that.
So that's my story....I think I'm trying to get sick again, either that or my allergies are really kicking my ass today. Keep your fingers crossed....I know that you guys are just coming off of the junk...I don't want it again.
I miss you all bunches!!! One of these days we will be together again!!!
Well, I found out today that even though my long term will go into effect on the 22nd of April, I still won't see a payment until the middle/end of May. So it may look like I'll be swimming up shit creek...I might have to get rid of my apartment. I will have enough to pay my rent, but that's it. I'm not sure how I will squeeze anything out of it. I have 3 checks left coming to me and my bonus from Pratt, but that won't be much.
I'm trying not to let it get to me b/c I don't think I can handle not sleeping and the panic attacks that I was having in January....no thank you!!! I'm going to call HR at my job when she comes back to see if I can use my Vacation and or Sick Time...I have 4 weeks of Vacation and 5 days of sick...that will hold me for 5 weeks, but it all depends on what she says.
I could beg my doctor to send me back to work....and it looks like that just might happen. I can honestly say by the looks of things at this moment that LA will not be happening to me. I know that one of the main reasons why I was in such a panic frenzy was because of Mardi Gras, so I'm facing it now so I won't put myself through that again. The only thing that worries me about going back to work is that it will mess up me applying for long term disability....there is still a very tiny hairline crack of a chance that I will qualify for short term and if that happens, I might get reimbursed....but I'm not counting on that.
I sent a synopsous of my book last week to a literary agent and they sent me an email yesterday saying that they wanted to send them my book...but they don't edit...and it's not broken down into chapters and I'm not sure if I am ready to send it to them. My dad has a copy of my book and is now reading it...I sent him the email to the site and he said he would be getting back to me...so I will call him tomorrow on that.
So that's my story....I think I'm trying to get sick again, either that or my allergies are really kicking my ass today. Keep your fingers crossed....I know that you guys are just coming off of the junk...I don't want it again.
I miss you all bunches!!! One of these days we will be together again!!!
8 comments:
Those pictures are beautiful. We get rainbows a lot here in the summer so im forever seeing them.
Im sorry about all your other problems right now. It must be so hard for you but stay strong you have friends all around here for you.
YEAH!!! You get that book published!!! Get that back fixed!! Get on the road! We're holding your spot!
it seems like it's that easy...i wish it were!!!
I love the rainbows. Very nice. Love the color of the sky!
Sorry to hear that you are going through so much crap with your back and your checks. I believe that good things will happen for you. Sometimes it just takes time.
And about the book! SEND IT IN! I have only just started to read it, and I am not giving you any feedback until I am done. But you should def send it in.
even though it's not completely finished...ie...chapters and proper editing?
Well... hurry up and edit that shit and send it in. LOL
Would it matter if its not all finished properly. Surely if they read it and they like it they can get you to do the editing after? I dunno how this works so im just guessing!
they did tell me that...it's done, i just have a few things I need to polish...but that's what I'm doing today. tv is turned off and I'm about to start working...lol
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