WTF!!!!

Life just can't get any better than this. Okay....so NO my check didn't come on Saturday, but we did manage to pay my rent. Not the phone b/c they won't accept checks...Sooooo....my phone was turned off yesterday, I ran out of cigarettes yesterday morning, ran out of food too...I ate crackers, dry cerial and a health shake I had stuffed deep in my fridge.

I woke up this morning and now my water is turned off!!! I started to walk down to the office to figure out what was going on and what do ya know...there was a slip on my door from UPS from AIG containing my checks (I hope) but the damn thing is written in spanish I SPEAK AND READ ENGLISH ASSHOLES!!! But what I gathered from my patchy understanding of the language it was in the office.

I walk down to the office to claim it...I asked about the water while she was looking and she said it would be out for a bit and what else do you know...they didn't have it...HA!! That's right...they didn't have my UPS thing. So she makes a comment for me to call...well my phone is OFF!!!

My mom texted me at 5am telling me she wasn't going to work...yes I can still receive texts...so I shot my step dad and my sister an email asking them to call my mom and tell her to get her bottom over here!!!

I've got to get to a phone. Figure out where my money is and so help me god if they didn't send both of them....there will be bodies to count. I've gone three weeks now without any fucking income and I am sick of it!!!!!!

I have my discogram scheduled for tomorrow...which I might have to reschedule since my phone is off there is no way for them to contact me....fuck me you know!!!!

I don't think I can handle anymore of this. I'm about to go insane with being worried. I'm tired of not sleeping because I am worried...I can't make coffee b/c no water and I don't have a damn cigarette to calm my ass down!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Before I go postal I'm ending this....I hope everyone is doing a hell of a lot better!!!! I knew this year was going to suck!!!

UPDATE:

So I got both of them...I will be paying my step dad back today for the rent...get my phone turned back on...buy a pack of cigarettes and a coke....come home and kiss Sadey's ass until I can go to the grocery store to buy her food that she will actually eat....and me too!!! I feel somewhat better.