*ROBERT PATTINSON*

So some of you know...the ones that I usually talk to on a day to day basis...know that I have become a tad bit consumed with the Twilight books...for those of you who don't....let me share how this came about...and then I will share with you my revelation...

Okay...I was dog sitting for the parents over turkey day and decided to watch a movie...I was very skeptical at watching Twilight b/c I seriously thought that it was going to be very hokey...and just didn't care. (Honestly, I was still stuck up Anne Rice's arse)

The movie was good, but I wasn't all that 'ohmygod' that everyone else was doing...I did love Edward and Bella so I decided to buy the book...I couldn't put it down...it sucked me in so hard that it could have taken an act of God to release me.

The way Stephenie writes, she makes it as if you are in Bella's head...and damn it let me tell you...my inspiration flame has been lit.

I bought the second and third book the next day and now I am on the 4th book. I re-watched the movie after reading the 1st book and enjoyed it much more...then today I watched it again for the third time and that is when I had my revelation.

And actually Alexiss is the only one that will understand it b/c she's the only one that has read my book....tell me is this not Kevin???? (the main character in my book)



I can't shake this guy...and I am sure some will spit on me for saying this...but if he stays the hush hush 'i'm shy' persona that he is tugging around then I feel we have the next Depp on our hands...the next two movies that Robert is doing will blow you away...anyone that can portray Salvador Dali gets an automatic ovation from me. I just can't wait for it to come out.....so anyway....I don't get star struck that often...I have my obsessions and they are Dave Foley and Johnny....I seriously wish that I was in PR b/c I would love to jump on this guys band wagon...literally and figurtively.

After I read the 4th book....which I am trying like mad to pace myself....I'm going to start sending my manuscript out to publishing companies...I found another site(s) thanks to Stepenie (she put on her site what all she did to get her books published).....get off my ass and finish cleaning up the chapters first though...lol...he will forever be branded as Kevin in my head...strange how that happens....I invented Kevin and I have never truly gotten a concrete image of the way he looked...but now I do. hmmmmm....

So anyway...what the hell, he is beautiful to boot.