YES SIR

I am posting a couple of songs performed by Robert Pattinson....I'm also including the lyrics b/c it's sometimes hard to understand what he is saying...the second song is on the Twilight soundtrack....you guys may not like his voice...but I am in love with it.

I Am Broken



Lyrics:

I was lonely,
I was tired,
Now I�m bound.
My head is off the ground.

For a long time, I was so weary,
Tired of sound
I heard before

Knowing of the nights I�m out the door.
Haunted by the things I did
Stuck between the burning light
And the dusty shade.

Said I,
Used to think the past was dead and gone,
I was wrong,
So wrong,
Elements of blindness make you strong
Make you strong
In my time I melted into many forms,
From the day that I was born, no.

I know there�s no place to hide.
Stuck between the burning shade and the fading light

I was broken
For a long time
But it�s over now

Said I was broken
For a long time
But it�s over now

Yes, and you
Yeah, you walk these lonely streets where people stand
People stand
And some people just can�t
And I do pretend
I�m free from all the things that saved my friends
I was there until the end
I know I can take the moon
Stuck between the burning shade and the fading light

I was broken
For a long time
But it�s over now
It�s over now


This is the one on the soundtrack
Never Think


Lyrics:

I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
So I won't

You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
Oh love
So call me by my name

And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you're too far gone
Before nothing can be done

I'll try to decide when
She'll lie in the end
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
So you hold off
She should hold off
It's the one thing that I've known
Once I put my coat on
I'm coming out in this all wrong
She standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I'm in love
I'm in love

Girl save your soul
Go on save your soul
Before it's too far gone
And before nothing can be done

Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on

NOW WHAT....

*breathe*

I finished the fourth book of the Twilight series about 15 minutes ago...the last three days I have stopped breathing several times...have missed a lot of sleep...cried a lot...and dreamt the most vivid dreams that I have in a very long time.

The saga is over...I can see how it could go on and on and on...but it ended well. I wish that I had someone to cooingly talk to about it with...but I don't.

I have never in my life been so sucked into a character's thoughts other than when I was writing my own book....I don't really have words to explain it really...it's actually quite comical and confusing and crazy.

Since the hoopla has broken out from the movie...I sit back and I laugh at the 'team edward'~~'team jacob' bullshit...b/c really...if you really read the damn books, there really is no need in siding. But teenagers will be teenagers.

I get to slither back into reality tomorrow.

Highly doubtable....lol

*ROBERT PATTINSON*

So some of you know...the ones that I usually talk to on a day to day basis...know that I have become a tad bit consumed with the Twilight books...for those of you who don't....let me share how this came about...and then I will share with you my revelation...

Okay...I was dog sitting for the parents over turkey day and decided to watch a movie...I was very skeptical at watching Twilight b/c I seriously thought that it was going to be very hokey...and just didn't care. (Honestly, I was still stuck up Anne Rice's arse)

The movie was good, but I wasn't all that 'ohmygod' that everyone else was doing...I did love Edward and Bella so I decided to buy the book...I couldn't put it down...it sucked me in so hard that it could have taken an act of God to release me.

The way Stephenie writes, she makes it as if you are in Bella's head...and damn it let me tell you...my inspiration flame has been lit.

I bought the second and third book the next day and now I am on the 4th book. I re-watched the movie after reading the 1st book and enjoyed it much more...then today I watched it again for the third time and that is when I had my revelation.

And actually Alexiss is the only one that will understand it b/c she's the only one that has read my book....tell me is this not Kevin???? (the main character in my book)



I can't shake this guy...and I am sure some will spit on me for saying this...but if he stays the hush hush 'i'm shy' persona that he is tugging around then I feel we have the next Depp on our hands...the next two movies that Robert is doing will blow you away...anyone that can portray Salvador Dali gets an automatic ovation from me. I just can't wait for it to come out.....so anyway....I don't get star struck that often...I have my obsessions and they are Dave Foley and Johnny....I seriously wish that I was in PR b/c I would love to jump on this guys band wagon...literally and figurtively.

After I read the 4th book....which I am trying like mad to pace myself....I'm going to start sending my manuscript out to publishing companies...I found another site(s) thanks to Stepenie (she put on her site what all she did to get her books published).....get off my ass and finish cleaning up the chapters first though...lol...he will forever be branded as Kevin in my head...strange how that happens....I invented Kevin and I have never truly gotten a concrete image of the way he looked...but now I do. hmmmmm....

So anyway...what the hell, he is beautiful to boot.