MY HEART IS BROKEN :(

I say some things are better left unsaid and the last episode which arrived today is a prime example of that saying. I cried like a little school girl. I first got all teary eyed when Brian said goodbye to his son because he started to choke. Then when Brian and Justin had their last moment...oh my god....the projector screen showing them before...and at the end....I lost it. I couldn't stop. Then it ends at Babylon where it all began...and I was waiting...just waiting...for a possible slip of Justin joining Brian for a last dance on the platform....but no. Tears, Tears and more Tears...goodness!!!!

I can always relive the glory years because I have four of the seasons...but I will always know how it ends...damn it!!! LOL. I think I am the only one on this planet that has enjoyed all of the seasons...yes the first season was the best, but I loved all of them...except for the end of the fourth season.

I don't like the fact that Teddy ended up with Blake b/c I never cared much for him...he will always be that tweaked out twinky. I was really hoping that he would latch onto Emmett again. I always thought Ted as a pervy dirty guy so I know that Emmett deserves better.

I have a feeling that I'll be rewatching soon.

But right now I'm wallowing!!!

RESULTS ARE IN!!!!

Jaslene is talking to the girls on ANTM and I want to slap the ugly out of her!!!

Just got back from the good doctor and the myleogram results showed that two of my discs are compressed against my nerves but they can't tell how bad...SOOOOOO...I have to have a discogram done now.


Not sure when that is going to take place...just hopefully way before Mardi Gras so I can go!!! ooops...sorry uree!!! I won't say it again.

my damn space bar keeps sticking and it's pissing me off!!

Oh and can someone tell what to do to get rid of a headache that I've had now since Monday and it keeps getting worse....even after I take my powerful drugs????

FOR MY AMY DEAR

Amy passed away yesterday. By the time I got to the falls her mother told me that she was brain dead and she wanted to wait for me to get there before they turned the machines off. I got a chance to say goodbye to her which is something that I will be forever greatfull.











I was blessed to have been able to spend 21 years of my life knowing her. I am a better person because of her. She was my inspiration, my rock, my everything.

I will miss you my sweet Amy!!!

THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS NEEDED

I get a phonecall this morning around 7 from Amy's mom telling me she is in the hospital under a coma. She's been sick for almost a year, she caught some type of infection from a surgery that was performed on her in January. They removed her hardware around Thanksgiving and they still couldn't find anything. She went into cardiac arrest last night and is now in a coma. Her mother told me that all she knows is that her entire body is being attacked and the doctors don't know from what. If you pray, please pray for her, if you don't please keep her in your thoughts.

I've known her since I was 10 and I don't know what I would do if anything were to happen to her. She has two boys as well, a single parent at that. I'm about to head to the falls to be there for her and her family. As a simple request please do this for me. I will update when I come home. xoxo

FILLER SHOWS

I'm telling you it pisses me off when they put in these filler shows b/c they always seem to yank them from under me...Last year it was The Class and This year it's The Big Bang Theory.

I don't know if anyone watches this show...but I have this HUGE crush on Sheldon...his real name is Jim Parsons...and I have no idea why..haha..Anyway, if you don't watch it, he is the tall skinny guy. Two clips:



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The Class never came back on. I had a huge crush on the red headed boy as well.

The Class:



I'm not sure if the writers are still on strike but the last two weeks nothing but re-runs. But I just know that they too will yank The Big Bang Theory...I think in my old age I have become attracted to the nerdy type...haha...crimey!!